I am feeble
I cannot sleep
I walk this dark road
Trying to separate me from myself
Trying to find myself
So I can be me
So I can be real
So I can finally feel
I am dusty
Cycling through the haze
Of my insecurities
Drifting this maze
Of possibilities
Unknown outcomes
Wild flowers
Of my redemption
Save me from myself
Programmed to function
Outcome violently branded
Into my software
Percussion in my head
Monotone voices
Monochrome noises
Robots are staring at me
Expecting me to function
Under pressure of expectation
And I start to resent myself
For dancing on their basic beat
My knees don't listen to me
Acid in my throat
Dripping all over my soul
I start to scream
Until my lungs collapse
Upon the weight
Of this poisonous monotony
And I look up with hope
And scream her name
And I pray to the jewels
To bless her with wings
Cyber blade unsheathed
Deep into my chest
Is this all a bad trip?
Potency amplified
Yet I cannot sleep